So Much Hate..

I love those furs you wear
skin thin tights
seersucker skirts
silk plaid shirts
I love the hatred
your darkness shines

Lull me back to sleep at night..

I was doing so well... now I'm slipping back into bad patterns again.

So much for resolutions.

SKINS

(Stolen via ONTD)

FUCKING AWESOME
hahahaha


The world's really hazy today. OR maybe it's just me... I walked out of the clinic with only flu meds before realising that I needed an MC. And ulcer paste. Which was why I there in the first place.
Hmm.

I think I need more sleep.

BITCHCAKE

Tuesdays are a Torture. With a capital T.

So,
I went for Understanding Globalisation today, which has more seniors than freshmen and it was So deep it blew my mind.
I bet it took the presenters less time to put the presentation together than the time we spent discussing, but it was all good... makes me wonder if more years of study could allow me attain their standards ):
AND
I have a presentation on THURSDAY (on CULTURE... the most mindf-ing course I have to take this semester), but I'm too beat to do anything about it today. Good thing I started on it last night... procrastination works best delayed.

Spent Monday having hilarious conversations with Amirah Beautiful Arip and Roxbeautifulanne Kang... maybe I'll post some when I finally recall them.

Got to go.

Dependency

I used to laugh at my mom's caffeine addiction.

Karma bites REAL hard in the ass.

Foreign familiarity

I miss Taiwan... lugging our suitcases and chasing after trains, making pei talk to me until I fall asleep, running to Starbucks with sel, teasing celes for her fashion tastes,
the weird food and cold morning air,
always going on different adventures everyday.

I miss being nineteen... 4 more months to go!

Going down the rabbit hole...

... alone.

Freshman

Hall life:
Smashing cake into someone's bed after being smashed in the face
Midnight gatherings (With lots of snacks)
Making up lyrics with friends at 3am and belting those tunes at the top of your lungs

Despite the looming deadlines and neverending lists of readings,
life ain't so bad... at least, not yet.

: D

How did you get here under my skin?

11.54pm and I am so sick of reading on HS202. I have one more chapter to go, then HS207, then gotta prepare for tuition tomorrow, and finally do some theory homework.

So, so sick.
The bed never looked more inviting.

Anyway,
this is the first night in weeks that we are getting air-conditioning again. As the best procrastinators you'll ever see around, my roommate and I couldn't be bothered to simply bounce down to the hall office (just three stories below) and sign some form to get the pre-paid card. To use the air-conditioner.
BUT today was the day of change.
And today is the day I get rewarded with ice-cold toes and countless sneezes.

Carpe Diem.

I also tidied the wardrobe today. I have 4 sweaters in possession currently, but none of which I desire. At the moment, anyway. This, I suppose, is the root cause for The Shopaholic Syndrome (TSS). Why do I have 5 white v-necks? And 7 (or is it 9? gotta check) sweaters in the Land of OMGWHYISITSODARNHOT?
Well, my dear, like food... different clothings are ideal at different times. Why make do when you can be satisfied?
This is Why.

Gotta go.

Anomaly

Yesterday I bought a ripped, ribbed grey sweater with sequined shoulder appliques from Zara.

DY: It makes you look homeless
Sis: Omg did you pick it up from the trash?

I choose to think that I have unique taste.....
D:

Here's a peekture:

Come on, not that bad right???

200th post!

200th post!

We will commemorate this with a very interesting conversation I had at 2.30am...

/WUSUAN. you 10centPIG! says:
i heard when u LOL and when u HAHA got difference one right
heh
yeewen says:
wht
no diff
hahah
/WUSUAN. you 10centPIG! says:
huh really...
hmmmm
okays
so u just use them interchangably?
yeewen says:
ya
lol
whats the diff
/WUSUAN. you 10centPIG! says:
i heard one of them like
u use when u aherms got sha qi
yeewen says:
HAHAAHAHA
WTF
no diff
i swear


LOL
most ridiculous conversation ever.

Patience...

yeewen says:
u wna eat wendys
at laopasat
lol
[Deyong] says:
haha where is it
yeewen says:
laopasat
my mom bought london choco rolls
[Deyong] says:
awesome
what flavour
yeewen says:
choco
[Deyong] says:
mmm
yeewen says:
lol

retarded bf is retarded

Toilet ettiquette

Today

My roommate and I were happily exiting the laundry room in block A, when we saw a guy.
If that's not surprising enough...

1. Guy was in the toilet facing the laundrette
2. Toilet door was open
3. TOILET CUBICLE DOOR WAS OPEN
4. GUY WAS PEEING.

FOL (fuck our lives)

11pm: 1 tab of zrytec
12.53am: Breathing never felt so good, but currently awake as a mouse.

Dear Zrytec, youre my best/worst friend ever.

One more day to school
and I am... reading up pasta recipes.
Linguine with crab meat. Fettucine alfredo. Vongole (with angel hair pasta).

I am the reigning Queen of Carbs.

One more day till the path of ambition is cleared and ready for embarkation.
Go me!

Today, my sister gave me a bear. MLIA.

Detox

I was just reading an old post of a random blog (here)
and I had to quote this:

Some people... You really have to keep them at arm's length.

Cuz the moment you let them get closer, they took the liberty to comment on your life when so many things are WRONG in their own pathetic lives.

I can't agree more... what's wrong with them?
I had enough on more than a few occasions, them commenting on my appearance, my academics, love life, social circle, etc. They are HURTFUL, to say the least. Does it make them feel better? Must they only derive joy at the expense of others?
Some of them are even staunch followers of religions that advocates love and peace... that's just wrong isn't it? We are humans, I understand. We err from time to time. But if you persist in doing it despite knowing it's wrong... I don't think I have to continue.

This will be a detoxifying year. I don't have to put up with these people and I won't have to.
):



And for the last time,
I don't think you are in the position to criticize anything about me, especially when you are not anywhere better off in comparison.
Shame on you.

Hi all.
It's FRIDAY! School's starting next week and I'm still wondering about how things would go.

This week I met up with all the people that I'd love to meet.
I feel accomplished :D
I also bought new stationery for school. For some reason I am pretty stoked. No idea why.

Maybe I'll have some photos up soon. Currently, though, I am in slack mode.
These are the last of the days to idle around!

Okay, till then.

Awesome day!

Stolen memories

(sniff... disappointing plate of ravioli)








Super smart and gorgeous friends :D
I do mean REALLY, REALLY smart.

---

Haven't decided on what I want to achieve this year.

2009 has been rewarding, to say the least.
A lot of physical, tangible gains, among others.

Two of the most memorable events in 2009:
A) Teaching
The temporal teaching "career" has opened my eyes to an environment that I had been so fortunately shielded from for the past 19 years of my life. A path I could have undertaken personally if not for the miraculous twists and turns in my life and that of my parents'. So many things to be grateful for.
B) Travelling
The trip to a foreign land with some of my closest friends had been one hell of an experience too... hilarious and adventure-packed, ha ;)

Oh, and starting university, of course.

There have been an abundance of opportunities and good fortunes (although some would choose to see these two as mutually exclusive - that there is no luck, only opportunities...) throughout the year that I ought to be thankful for - and I am thankful for.
It seems like we have come such a long way - nineteen full years and counting - but (HOPEFULLY) there is still a long way to go. This year I'm turning twenty, technically no longer a teen but WHO IS TO SAY?
I hope to keep trying to become a better person... and that life will continue to be fulfilling and stimulating. Have a blessed year ahead, people !(:

Today, my mom told us about how when my sister was 2 or 3 years old, after she got smacked by my dad for being defiant, waited till he fell asleep and went to the kitchen to chop up his favourite oranges, and then proceeded to whack him over his head with a rod/stick.
She then ran away to my neighbour's house to hide.

HAHAHA I couldn't stop laughing.

We are all but humans

Things people tend to forget.
(From Tumblr)

1. Your best friend is your worse enemy.

2. Nobody wants to see you doing better than them.

3. Blood is not always thicker than water.

4. Not everyone you love will love you back.

5. Things are always easier said than done.


We are all but humans

TWO OH ONE OH

New Year's Day: Stuffed nose and itchy throat ):


NONETHELESS
Last night was fun for a homebody like meeeeeeeeeeee.

Downed a bottle of red wine in... under an hour? Purple lips/teeth and an uber tipsy Sel at the 7th cup, heh.

Pictures sooooooooooooooon.

P.S.: This year is gna be great. Promise.