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LAST WEEKEND






THIS WEEKEND
FUNORAMA



MARCHE DINNER






I'm currently down with a migraine, stiff neck, 2 inflamed ulcers, skin allergies/rashes all over.
I have a test in 14 hours time, completely unprepared.
This life is screwed.

les bananes

Today, I got locked out again. With a bunch of bananas on hand. Zzz.

The day wasn't that bad though, because I crashed Mirah's 203 and we got to sit outside on the steps for half an hour talking about world systems and bourgeoisies and proletariats hahaha I love Soci. Some days.
Okay, most days.
Days when I haven't got an essay to write/days after I've written my essay. Like today. Awesome.


I've been feeling as though something huge is gonna happen soon. I don't know what.

Okay off I go.

Under this national raincloud

The sky wept pools of tears today.

SO SAD

yeewen says:
TMR IS FREE CONE DAY
BUT I CANT GO
hazel says:
WHYY!
i dont think i can go also lah..
yeewen says:
LOL
hazel says:
but this time they're introducing new flavours!
it's not the old ones leh
yeewen says:
*cries*
hazel says:
AWWW
*pat yee's head*
dont worry!
prob haagen daaz or swensens will have their own free cone day HAHAHA
yeewen says:
LOL
WHAT KIND OF LOUSY CONSOLATION IS THATT
hazel says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
I TRIED
yeewen says:
LOL

#251

Sometimes I ask "how?" but I don't wanna know the answer.

Sometimes I push people away because I want them closer.


And it's times like this that I realise that I've really dug myself into a hole.
Today is SUNDAY and the best day of the week.
Gotta find a way to turn things around.

Come on.

"We're all pretty bizarre... some of us are just better at hiding it, that's all."
- The Breakfast Club

I'm so darn bizaaare. Whatever. I like it. Who's to say?

I also just bought a whole bunch of nonsense. Retail therapy for having to coop up at home on a Saturday night. Sleeping boyfriend. Non-stop runny nose.
Also, taking the opportunity to repaint my nails because I can't smell the caustic odour of the varnish.

Essay to do within 3 nights' time. I like to wait, because the most insane ideas come in at the 11th hour.

Tooodles.

Ground Zero

I've got everything I ever wanted/needed for a while.

Now I'm ready to let them go!

and my own two hands will comfort you tonight tonighttt

I LOVE YOU THE FRAY I WILL GIVE YOU ALL MY LOVE AND MONEY

LAME

HELLO I HAVE HUGE CURLY HAIR

Say that you'll stay, a little

The blog is getting too depressing.

To shake things up a little:



Insane Indian dinner last night, om nomnom.
I love Indian cuisine as much as I do Japanese.

The best part of my Sunday night (:




Sister's birthday celebration... last week?
(That's not a bump on my head by the way. That's somebody else's hair.)
We had some lovely food but it was too painful to swallow because of my darned ulcer.

Thank God the ulcer is gone (: 2 weeks of suffering was downright horrible.

P.S.: Photos are from my Blackberry, hence the graininess.
P.P.S: I love my daddy!

Suddenly

I realised there's no one in this world that you can actually trust.

Too much caffeine again
every noise seems to be amplified, grating on my nerves.

I'm waiting for a very important message now, getting more annoyed with every fucking passing second. For fuck's sake, why do people take so fucking long to respond?

I'm shaking again.
Fuck. I tell myself I should have known better but I never do.

Tired

I don't know how to be nice anymore.


There's some things we don't talk about
Rather do without
And just hold the smile

HAPPY

Essay done with 4.5 hours to spare for some zzz's.


I'm hooked on The Fray (and The Script.)

Driven

Today daddy got worried because he received a summon letter in the post. Well apparently he was maligned because he drove through when the lights were amber, not red.
& then I thought, well, big deal. No one can force anything upon you if you don't want them to.
Or so Sociology taught me.


But this is also why I don't drive.

Extremist

Went out today.
Alternating between the insanely hot outdoors and ultra air-conditioned indoors made me more than a just little sick now.

I realized that I have bought clothes in a million years... short for the Zara sweater. I found a pair of brogues that I really liked, but didn't feel like buying (???) What's wrong with me?

I also had too much tea today... so while I was really, really exhausted on my way back, I only managed to collapse for twenty minutes. Bounced right back to life after. Ama-zing.


I took a photograph of the insides of my mouth last night. What a weird thing to do right... but it was only through that that I discovered a huge ulcer near my throat/tonsils. Uck.
Not a very good day, but great company... tomorrow I have icecream. Yay!

I love you, Orangina. And you too, France.
but this is ALL KINDS OF WRONG!!!

Savoir-faire

Lately I've been wanting to buy all the things I've loved in the past.

Haven't been very constructive with my time but I've been reading 3 books simultaneously and getting French homework done. I still can't see myself going to France. I don't know what I'm going to do. What am I going to eat?
How am I supposed to communicate with people I love without ringing up exorbitant charges? Make them buy Blackberries?

In short, things could be better... though I know things could get a lot worse. I just climbed out of hell a few months ago but standing on ground zero right now, there seems to be a lot more left to be desired.
I also have a swell/ulcer/lump near my throat/tonsil/ear, it's annoying as fuck.


On another note,
dad's gonna repaint my room. Maybe I get to dismantle my sister's bed and throw it back into her room. But now, the question is: What colour to choose?

Okay, got to go.

Hey now, steady love

Hi all

Supposed to have school today, but got the runs from eating too much last night. Well done, metabolism.
So I'm home now, having meat stew with tea now... I'm tingling with joy. God knows why. Maybe mom sneaked some stuff in my stew. Don't know, but it's a good feeling so I'm not gonna fight it.

This is a weird post.
More weird posts to come!