HAHAHAHAHA SUPER HILARIOUS

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Hello y'all.
SO
We are done with most of the papers... 2 more and it's PARTY TIME.
I'm actually freaking out about how badly I'd do but Whatever. I've prayed a lot and I'm not going to cry over spilt milk (if any).

Over the short period of examinations (still ongoing), I found myself - like Mirah (heehee) - turning to online shopping as some form of therapy... I haven't calculated how much I spent, but since I've yet to run out of cash I suppose it's not that bad. I picked up some beauty products (gee I never do get around to use them but whatever), a skirt, earrings, and some other random pieces of clothing now I feel so satisfied! I foresee the wardrobe bursting when I move home next week. Maybe I'll get an extension from IKEA and in the process kick my sister's bed out of my room.

So summer is coming REAL soon... I hope to get a short summer job or something because it's never a bad idea to have some pocket change. Here's a picture from Fyeahhappy, also my goal this summer (along with gym visitations, trying out veganism and trying to sneak a kitten home...)

Back to readings now.....xx

P.S.: Happy birthday daddy!

ABP

Why didn't anyone tell me I could accept the Accelerated Bachelor Programme =__=

Laundry days

It's finally Friday!! ♥♥♥ (technically Saturday morning now, but whatever)
I finished a paper, got a hair trim for under four buckeroos (yes you read right), returned home and trimmed some more on my own, had a very good dinner with dy and mommy, followed by ice cream. So fulfilling :D
I also bought a pair of shoes. Now my boyfriend cannot bug me for wearing only slippers all the time.

So happy today (:

neuf nouvelle nouveau new

I'm supposed to be on a hiatus. But as we all know, I've never adhered well to rules....

Haven't been happy for a while, now. Maybe because I've been left on my own for too long, but then, for being so misanthropic I don't see where the problem lies. Then again, dad's in China, for the fifth day now. I still don't know when he would be back. Dy's in confinement with the new batch of army chicks. My sister... God knows where she is.
When I'm around people, I wish for them to shut up. When I'm alone, I wish for people to be around. We all know how this works, don't we...

So.
A short while more to go until exams commence. Then a little while till it ends. And then my birthday. Then Paris.
Then what?

I'm never a long-term planner... gonna go think about potential birthday presents first. Heh... x

P.S.: Nice new header, no? (:
P.P.S: Melatonin makes for a good birthday present. Sublingual's fine. Normal tab's fine. Just knock me out!!

Hiatus

Overgrown hair: A sign of the impending exams.

Not Alone

I can feel everything you do
Hear everything you say
Even when you're miles away

'Cause I am me,
the universe
and you

Slumberless

So it's three thirty three at night, I'm still chasing the ever elusive Sleep, to no avail...
I also chanced upon an old diary of mine, back when I was seventeen, into poetry and self-harm. I don't remember those days anymore.



That's a lie.
But in all honesty, I don't remember writing those words, but I do remember a friend reading it and telling me my pain hurt him... We are no longer friends at this point in time though. My loss.

Just a few days back, my best friend asked if I realized that at a point in time, in life, we would start to see significant people (to us, at least) walking out of our lives.
I told her that it must be a personal decision that it is so.
She didn't agree, but till this very second I would still like to stand uncorrected.

I would still like to have my friends back though.

Now that's another issue for another time. Back to my wild goose chase for sleep.

cheesecake

Mom: Ohyea there's cheesecake in the fridge. Help yourself.
Me: OH YEA I LOVE CHEEZECAKEZ
Mom: Okay I love you

: D

Consumerist

Yesterday, I bought an umbrella... not something I'd always wanted. More like a need perhaps, but I've braved about 2 semesters without an umbrella and got through thunderstorms in my hoodies/by sleeping in.... so not really a need either.
Regardless, now I feel more prepared. Bring on the April showers!

I also spent some good money buying food I don't like, drinks I don't need... the best part of the day was giving Yappy two Ribena pastilles and being gifted a whole box in return. Karma is good.
I will learn to be more prudent. No, really. Now.

That said, I have several items waiting to be shipped. Yesterday I received a vest, a tank and a double ring from the post. It was fun. Some more to go, then I'll quit online shopping for a while... promise.

Back to my readings.....
x

Live

"Forget safety. Live where you fear to live. Destroy your reputation. Be notorious."

come on, lets go!

Whipped

I reeeaaaaaaaally liked Whip It. Cliches and all.

One hundred and twenty percent

And now I hope
You'll be with me tomorrow

With me tomorrow

Pure magic

I'm three years behind.

Be sure to remember

And he went back to meet the fox.
"Goodbye," he said.
"Goodbye," said the fox. "And now here is my secret, a very simple secret: It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye."



"What is essential is invisible to the eye," the little prince repeated, so that he would be sure to remember.

there's really no way to reach me

So, today was fun...

Made dinner with DY for his family after a rather enjoyable group meeting... Like, WOW projectwork can be interesting. IKR. More to come.

Potato & chicken roast and crabmeat & meatballs (ahem, meatchunk) linguine for dinner. Not bad for a first attempt I must say... we had way too much leftover and I was still trying to stuff as much pasta in my stomach as possible. It was That good. I swear

2 Tests and 2 presentations in this upcoming week. Here we go.

Random

I'll try to wear lipcolor when walking around in school next time.
I'm pale enough to freak people out in toilets D:

But she's cold inside

She wants to be like
the water,