Today
started out well. Running late for piano (as usual),
scrambled into a toasty car baked by the sun from the rooftop (as usual),
made up for my lack of practice at the studio while having endless conversations with my teacher about love, life... exercise (and lack thereof). Funny how well I click with someone who was the exact antithesis of myself.
Came home,
and everything started spinning downhill.
Got incredibly, outrageously upset at something/someone... maybe it was the hormones. Or pent-up emotions. Something.


Maybe tomorrow would be better.
Maybe I'll dye my hair black. Cut some fringe. Curl my hair.
Buy two lipsticks.
Life could get much better than this.


I hope your evening was lovely.

I have been disgustingly sedentary for 3 weeks... living in a disorganised mess of a space called my room/house.

I actually woke up bright and early this morning, my heart still weak from sleep (or rather sleep deprivation), just so that I could get a free happy meal from my sister who bet I couldn't get up early enough to have breakfast (which was the normal circumstance)... and then, I went back to sleep. To Sleep! Until my dad nearly dragged me out of the bed at dinnertime.
I know. I am so disgusting.
SO,
I finally had the strength to kick myself in the ass and tidy up/organise stuff to bring to hostel/handwash some clothes.
My hands are now sticky from the soap residue and all but it feels much better now.
Phew.

Next week will be better. I swear. Swear!

Great... so,

I was about to upload a passport sized photo for my matriculation thingamajig,
when I realised in none.... NONE of the many photos I've taken had the camera been able to capture both my ears.
None.
My face is so wide that my ears are obstructed.


Here are two:

Look, ma! No ear!
Strange huh.

I went ahead and submitted one of them anyway,
before realising that just days ago I spent 6 effing dollars on the automated machine to take a passport photo just for this cause. (which showed only one ear, too)
Ah..... FML.

why you shouldnt have a bulky n heavy phone:
when it drops on you, it hurts.




OWWWWWWWWW. FUCK.

awesome!



freaking awesome!
was wondering why they sound exactly the way they do on my ipod, when I realised I had the very same recording. ah.

I... have no money again.
It's rather annoying.
& as you know, misery loves company... I dropped my starbucks tumbler and now the inner lining is kind of smashed.
ARGH DARN.

On another note,
I had noodles for all my meals today! I have an insane addiction to noodles.
& then 3 different types of teas in one day... green, red (with milk), red (with lemon).
Now you know why insomnia plagues me.


Argh. I need a job.
Out... xx.

Hello!
Life is pretty peachy.
Today I trawled the malls trying to find a job but to no avail. Spent my last $1.50 on bubble tea. And then withdrew the last of my bank dollars. Bought a magazine and sat in the open for an hour waiting for my love. Then proceed to cheat him into paying for my movie ticket tomorrow.

Not that bad, right?

Except in 8 hours' time I have to go for my tuition job. And I am still wide awake (I slept at 7am last... morning). And.... I am craving for noodles. This late night addiction is killing me.

My sister is in Malaysia Now. Going scuba diving tomorrow or something.
Why can't oh why can't I.

It's 5.30AM.
I have yet to sleep a wink (maybe because I did without the supper.....).
I'm starving.
Mom's cooking in the kitchen right now.

My sleeping hours are f*cked.

I will never finish uploading all the photographs from Taiwan.


8 Days passed since we touched down in Singapore.
I HAVE YET TO DO ANYTHING CONSTRUCTIVE.
I'm gonna find a job tomorrow.

Also,
I developed a really unhealthy habit of having cupnoodles everynight.
Darn.

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I went through 3 days without my betamethasone cream because my sister stowed my toiletries bag in a remote corner of her room without informing me,
and this morning I woke up and found the insides of my arms to be purple. Nice.
31 deg + eczema + no cream = piece of shit.

And,
I woke up late this noon (yes you read right), and since I was running late for my piano lesson I (stupidly) decided to do without moisturising my face. and so it got so dry my teacher actually rubbed her palms on my face and tried to make it better.
I ran down to the pharmacy later and bought baby lotion and smeared my face with it hahaha it was on the verge of shattering.
and now I think I'm gna get lots of break outs.

All the skin woes.
Shame.

That aside, I did really have a good day...... A good week, to be honest. All the lazing around and stuff.
Next week I am gonna hit the gym and finish marking all the papers I owe the school. & maybe do something exciting. : )

i love this

Looking at all the freshmen pack I can't help but feel.... scared of what there is to come.
Just a while back in Taiwan when we were doing all the college visitings it actually felt exciting... but I know it won't be all sunshine and happy kids like it was over there. I'm FRIGHTENED.
& now I'm listening to Demi Lovato and wishing I could go back to 16 and stay in St Nicks forever. I'm such a coward.

Cause I swear out there aint where you ought to be
So catch a ride, catch a cab
Dont you know I miss you bad
But dont you walk to me

Baby run, cut a path across the blue skies
Straight in a straight line
You cant get here fast enough


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Sometimes.. most times, I think,
all we need is for someone to need us, and
the only person we have to get over
is ourselves.

I'm hungry and I feel like jumping.

2 days after landing back in Singapore I am still living out of my luggage.
Feeling icky when I forgot to sanitise my hands before eating.
Still not used to being hit by a wall of warm air every time I open the door/windows.

I think I left a part of me in Taipei.

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This is my first lonely day in Singapore!
Woke up at 1pm (A refreshing change from waking up at 2am to catch the sunrise in Alishan),
got lunch, then a manicure... and then proceeded to ruin a nail once I stepped out of the salon.
Awesome.
Went to town... got a book. Resisted all the sales! I should be so proud.
Got ditched by my sister for dinner.

Good day :)

Hello people
I'm back from the land of xxl chicken and bubble teas
feeling extremely nauseous from too much baileys, unagi and haagen dazs icecream on board.
I love SIA and DFS shopping........... : )

more later.

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Uploading pictures take an eternity.
First few days:


Okay more photos to be posted soon!