31 hours away from HS102 and I feel like crying

Coz if you run your mother break a bottle sicker run day boo

Today I was constantly and consistently traumatised by Dy's renditions of "Total Eclipse of My (The?) Heart" & "Tuts My Barreh". Also, "New Moon Rising"... thought I had an eccentric taste for music. Guess he takes the cake.

On the other hand, I was also stuffed with some really good food so my day was pretty good!

Before I go back to being drowned in my readings here's the mv dy can't stop laughing at:



Bonne nuit!

Anew

My sister bought a new laptop. So pretty... I'm gonna make it mine. Heh. Heh. Heh.

We are 4 weeks away from Christmas.
Dy asked what I wanted.
Better academic results? Weight loss?
Respect?
For my social anxiety to disappear?

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.
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I asked for new spectacles.
Can't think of anything better. I have everything I ever wanted.
Time to go after things that I need...

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Second night I'm home and daddy bought a huuuuge pack of fishball noodles and gave me Aigner lipbalms too. Now I have too many lipbalms to keep track of.

Dad stuck a poster on the wall years ago which read "Home is where the heart is". Never quite cared about what it meant but these days it's making much more sense to me.

Fight evil with good, not evil

This is day One.

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Who reads this?

I'm insanely contented today.
My boy was immobile in his neck and we trawled through half of Gombak in search of sinseis only to find every.single.one.of.them. to be unavailable.
So we had late lunch. My first meal of the day. Insane! Satay beehoon. I have been craving for it for AGES.
So, yeah, we were done and after some time killing session with his DS and my Itouch we finally had a sinseh available.
Dy was excited to be acupunctured. I don't know what to say about that, but... it was pretty cute I guess.
Then he was freed from his pain. Somewhat. That made my day...

& then we had dinner in the land of the woods.
All the food sharing is making me hungry. Like, right now... dad's coming home but guilt's holding me back from reaching for the phone and asking for a giant pack of mincedmeat noodles. Not making use of my only prerogative. I am foolish.

It's nice being home.

short update

My roomy enjoys giggling to herself.


SO!
We are halfway through papers now. Literally halfway through.
4 essays later my wrist is threatening to break.
I have one and a half day to complete my revision for 101. PLEASE DON'T LET ME FAIL 101 OH GOD.
I hope everything will be okay in the end ):


Really looking forward towards BKK!
10 days has never seemed so far.

#150

I'm so terrified of tomorrow.

Carry your heart in my heart

There is no person in the world who is made to handle every punch that’s thrown at them. We aren’t made that way. In fact, we’re made to get mad, upset, sad, be hurt, stumble and fall. We aren’t supposed to be able to handle everything. But that’s what makes us stronger in the end, by learning from the things that hurt us most. - Unknown

Food for thought.

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I'm very happy today.
I woke up early for once. Like, way before my sister did. That's a change.
Made it for breakfast too but I kept the egg mcmuffin in my bag the entire day because I couldn't force it down my throat

Also, I ate way too many salmon sandwiches for dinner. And I haven't had any caffeine today so that's greeeeeat! A small step towards a healthy lifestyle (and a giant leap for mankind!)

I don't know what I'm talking about anymore.
Need a shower... wonder where my roomy has gone ):

Anyway, photos!



(We have similar eye powers so I can steal his glasses all the time!)



I also realised that the skin on the back of my hands are growing freckles. OH NOES.
I will start applying sunscreen from now on.

Okay. My memory keeps failing me ):
I'm off to study now

Escape

Today I spent all the money I got from selling my blazer.
I don't know what I spent on. Mainly coffee and sushi I suppose. It was rainy. As usual.
I studied for... five hours? With my best friend. Until my fingers turned purple.

I feel so misplaced.

I also went home today. I wasn't supposed to go home for two weeks so I can study in hall.As it turns out, I needed a break. From people. People who try to justify their actions too much. People who don't explain enough. People who push blames. Angry people. Sad people. People.

So nice to be home tonight, even though I'm sticky all over. Mom's cooking at last. Hall/school food has been giving me weeks of diarrhea. I should also mention that stomachaches are a DAILY occurence.
When I move back home I swear I will never touch school food anymore.
I'll pack my own. Frittatas. Tacos. Salads. Sandwiches (!!)
I can live on sandwiches forever.

Off to dinner.

Smells like sleep and feet.

2 more weeks to Bangkok!
All the freedom... I cannot imagine.

Today I was dragged by my roommate from our room to the HSS building (a world around from our cozy dorm) to Quads (another galaxy apart), to Hall 2 Nanyang supermart, back to Quads, before being finally allowed go back to hall.
Hall. Where I only managed to sit down for 5 minutes before I had to set off to the Business Library where I had to review the videos that would be tested next week. That place smelt like how it would if sweaty rugby boys barged in and proceeded to roll around on the carpet transferring their perspiration and body odour onto it.

I also had two lunches and no dinner,
a change from the usual two dinners and no lunch.

Got to go.

via fuckyeahhappy.tumblr.com
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I'm feeling a little cold and peaceful and very delightful right now

I wish I could eat your cancer

My Havaianas finally gave way last night. My second pair to die of the same cause. I should stop dragging my feet.

You are what you eat

Today was SO GOOD...
Indian food for lunch. Plaster prata, onion prata, meegoreng... Aunt Jemimah's waffles for snack. Koi bubble tea... ehh not that great, but Chinese for dinner... sambal kangkong was fantastic!
Awesome day. So chilly as well.

Now it's time to MUG!

Family...

Happy Birthday Mom.

HOT

Just shared a Mega Mcspicy with my roomie... we were calmly eating but now we're jumping around screaming "HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT".......

feels like home

If you knew how lonely my life has been
And how long I've been so alone
And if you knew how I wanted someone to come along
And change my life the way you've done

It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me
It feels like I'm all the way back where I come from
It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me
It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong


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Not very productive today ):

C'est pas mal

It's the end of the weekend!

My eye is mostly healed!
I hate having the eyedrops flow down the side of my eye down my nose into my throat. Tastes foul ):
I think I'm gna have indigestion because of it. Hope I can stop using it soon.

So,
the day was spent with my sister who kept trying to start conversations with me in French (but I can't catch up).
She's a shopaholic, but because of that I gain a new foundation so I will not complain.
Dinner was good too. Had cream vongole until she made me trade with her (creamy tomato chicken sausage pasta... talk about weird).
Good day :D

I'm going to school in my stupid nerdy spectacles tomorrow. And possibly for the rest of this week.Sigh..

Malheureusement

Just got back from the hospital.
Nothing drastic, except I wish I didn't have to go.
I wish it was a normal day and I'm sleeping now and everything's perfectly normal.
I hate having stupid things like this crop up in the middle of nowhere.

My heart feels like giving up now

Uh yea they don't

Friday I'm in love... not.

Got my comeuppance from laughing at my roomie's misfortunes the entire week.
Now I suffer from an infected eye and a freshly-reopened ulcer.
FML

Voilà

Erm well,
as it turns out, the French test wasn't too bad after all.
In fact, it was pretty good...
Was thinking miserably to myself just last night about how much it would suck to have spent so much time studying and ending up with lousy grades.
Maybe hardwork do pay off after all.


Gotta be more disciplined and independent these days... a few more days to go. Less than a month to Bangkok! Yay!

Let's do it

On this day of your life, Yee, we believe God wants you to know ... that what you are most afraid of is where your greatest rewards are.

If all you had to do was wish for something and you would have it, life would be pretty boring, wouldn't it? God placed barriers between us and what we want, so we can enjoy interesting and satisfying lives. God hid our biggest rewards behind the highest barriers - our deepest fears. God wants us to face our fears, and hold ground in their presence, and let them go, and that's how we get out biggest rewards. What are you most afraid of? Say it, just start by saying it.

I really like this app

(I hate my roomie)

So!!!
I got me some peppermint mocha frappucino. I haven't had frappucino in about a year. Peppermint mocha in two years.
2 hours and 700 words down. I believe I deserved a treat.

900 words to go. & then 2 readings to do and my tutorial to tackle.
My dinner barely made it past my stomach but now I'm raring to go!

(Then again, maybe after shower..)

Pardon my French.

Fuck. Officially screwed over by French.
You know you are pretty much screwed when all you can think of during the test was "Fml"...
NOW,
why did I choose not to S/U it? ):<

Really need a cup of java right now and some discipline to finish up my essay, and then go get my nails fixed.
GrrrrRRrrrrr.

Le lundi

So the week's gone and another week has come!
I've recently came down with some allergies/flu of sorts and it's been tickling my nasal... tract? Whatever. I have decided to reconcile with my old friend Zrytec to solve the problem. He takes away my erratic emotions and soothes my rampaging nasal discharge (read: mucus) to a trickle. What better friend can you get?

(I actually have no idea what I'm typing right now while my consciousness is gradually eclipsed by the looming fatigue.)

My roomie and I cleaned up the room now it's significantly less dusty. Hopefully my allergies will clear up soon. Now I'm trying to concentrate on my essay but my heart. is. slowing... I'm falling asleep soon. Gaahh..

Laters.

Life

Celes' birthday celebration!

Baby + the slow pokes...


Heaven's Loft... very good crabmeat linguine yum (:

Trekked for quite a distance before we found a place to cut the cake D:

All of us (: