eleventh

I don't know how to feel.
These days have been surreal. I have more than what I'd ever want, more than what I ever need. Anything that I ask for, I receive.
Things that I haven't had the chance to ask for... present themselves right before my face.
I should be happy, no?



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I'm so freaked out.
So.. damn freaked out.

I'm losing control.
I need help.