eleventh

Why is blogger still messed up?

I've been having these insane pre-menstrual syndromes lately. I get hungry, then I get REALLY angry... then I mellow. Stoned. Worked up again. Then some sudden discontent. That, followed by a strange sense of fulfillment.
Can't sleep enough. Can't save enough. Can't want everything enough.
I'm tittering between the two realms of extremities - mad, ravenous desire for everything out of reach/zen-like, mod sense of contentment.

I took a step back and think... maybe I'm missing the big picture.
and for quite some time now.

Strangely enough though,I think, if all my material possessions were taken away from me, this hunger would cease to eat me up from inside out.

Just a thought.....