eleventh

Looking at all the freshmen pack I can't help but feel.... scared of what there is to come.
Just a while back in Taiwan when we were doing all the college visitings it actually felt exciting... but I know it won't be all sunshine and happy kids like it was over there. I'm FRIGHTENED.
& now I'm listening to Demi Lovato and wishing I could go back to 16 and stay in St Nicks forever. I'm such a coward.